{"id":244,"date":"2025-04-24T16:19:08","date_gmt":"2025-04-24T16:19:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pywi.ch\/?p=244"},"modified":"2025-04-24T21:08:46","modified_gmt":"2025-04-24T21:08:46","slug":"erster-vorgeschmack","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pywi.ch\/index.php\/2025\/04\/24\/erster-vorgeschmack\/","title":{"rendered":"Erster Vorgeschmack\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ver\u00f6ffentlicht: Mittwoch, 13. August 2014 14:53<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br>Aushalten &#8211; Durchhalten &#8211; K\u00e4mpfen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nachdem die ersten Tage noch sehr gut daherkamen, schlug mich die Chemokeule in der Nacht zum Montag nieder. Atemnot, Sodbrennen und vor allem Durchfall mit heftigsten Magenkr\u00e4mpfen begleiten mich seither und es f\u00e4llt doch oft schwer, &#8222;stark&#8220; zu sein. Zumal ich bei jedem Toilettengang die Gefahr laufe zusammen zu klappen. Und ich hatte schon gehofft, dass ich zu den gl\u00fccklichen Frauen geh\u00f6re, die wenig Nebenwirkungen haben. Nun, schon wieder falsch gedacht.<br>Durch die Fibromyalgie bin ich eigentlich recht schmerzerprobt. Aber das hier ist anders, irgendwie heftiger, irgendwie tiefer drin. Zum ersten Mal seit meiner Diagnose erlebe ich diese Krankheit in seinem ganzen Ausmass.<br>Ausgebremst, bettl\u00e4grig und hilflos. Ein Zustand, der mir \u00fcberhaupt nicht behagt. Ich habe gerade keine Kraft mich dagegen aufzulehnen und schleiche von Sitzgelegenheit zu Liegefl\u00e4che, vom Garten ins Haus und wieder zur\u00fcck, in der Hoffnung irgendwo diesem verdammten Gef\u00fchl zu entrinnen. Sogar die Kraft um w\u00fctend zu sein fehlt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"400\" height=\"495\" src=\"https:\/\/pywi.ch\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/kap3-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-245\" style=\"width:291px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pywi.ch\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/kap3-1.jpg 400w, https:\/\/pywi.ch\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/kap3-1-242x300.jpg 242w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ablenkung w\u00e4r jetzt hoch willkommen, doch die Energie reicht gerade um zwei, drei Nadeln zu stricken. So h\u00e4nge ich im Korbsessel, flankiert von meinen beiden Hunden und versuche zu meditieren. Die Speiser\u00f6hre brennt bis runter wo wieder Licht dran kommt. Alles was ich in den Mund nehme schmeckt nach Karton. Die Z\u00e4hne f\u00fchlen sich an, als w\u00e4ren sie in einen dichten Pelz geh\u00fcllt. Die Hoffnung keimt auf, dass es mit den n\u00e4chsten Terminen besser wird. Dann h\u00e4tte ich das Schlimmste schon \u00fcberstanden. Aber weiss man es? Morgen habe ich wieder Termin im Spital, die erste &#8222;leichte&#8220; Chemo. Ich hoffe und w\u00fcnsche mir, dass die nicht so einf\u00e4hrt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ver\u00f6ffentlicht: Mittwoch, 13. 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